Yesterday’s 14 hour clusterfuck (Churches: Big buildings with no actual space to work) was the last day of work before what I like to call unemployment season.
The TV shows are down, there aren’t really any movies shooting in LA any longer, and since I’m not willing to go to Georgia or Louisiana, I’m out of work until, well, until further notice.
Which is both bad and good.
Good, because it enables me to concentrate on other options (writing, running a half marathon), bad because, well, there’s no work, now is there?
So I’ve decided to take a radical step:
I’m going to try to get a job. And no, not a job a monkey could do. A real, grown-up nine-to-five.
The last time I had a ‘real’ job was 1996 (I think). I’d fallen off a lift gate (in the rain after an 18 hour day) and injured my back so badly that I could hardly stand up and since back then low-budget movies paid under the table I wasn’t eligible for state disability, so I found a job doing marketing for an indie record label, which mostly consisted of sitting in a chair calling up radio stations and begging them to play something – anything – from our catalog.
Of course, we had one good band, and a lot of stuff that no one would touch.
Since I was used to low-budget production, begging and pleading for a lost cause was second nature.
But then my back got better, I got called to do a movie, and I left the office behind for more pointless lifting, which was fine.
I’ve always liked my job and still do, but lately, I’m feeling my age.
After a day of standing on marble floors, my feet and knees hurt so bad I can barely walk today. The last time I had to spend 12 hours pulling heavy cable, it was a week before my back felt right.
So, between the physical pain and the fact that here in LA, there’s more competition for fewer jobs that pay less and less, I’m wondering if I can manage to stomach a ‘straight’ job.
Just for a few months, you know… and for the future. When I really am too beat up to keep doing a job that I really truly enjoy.
Hiatus seems a perfect time to find out if I can do it.